Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Over and over you make me fall for you and now it stops..ive hated you since last year but I cant seem to get away from you..stop following me and making me fall because for all you know,I could just get back up abnd fight for my rights like ive had to for the last fourteen years

Stop breaking my heart....this is what youve caused..

I feel it everyday it's all the same
It brings me down but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to

It feels like everyday stays the same
It's dragging me down and I can't pull away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try

So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead
I know what's best for me
But I want you instead
I'll keep on wasting all my time

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try to

And you thought it would be funny to keep me hanging in suspense
Then I'd run over to your house and I'd scale the chainlink fence
That borders your back yard and then I'd climb through your window
And I'd whisper that I love you as you fall out of your clothes
And we'd lay there in the darkness like this dream of you I had
Where we captured all the fireflies and knew what time we had
Could be counted on our fingertips and that almost made you cry
But you let me hold you tightly as we said all our goodbyes
May I say I loved you more
And it must've been an hour that I clutched you in my arms
And I must have said the right things because you instantly felt warm
And you heard my heart stop beating and you wanted not to cry
As your sympathetic whispers they told a tale of bad goodbyes
You swore you heard me laughing and I swore I saw you smile
AS the time we've spent together was meant to last us quite a while
As I take this piece of you with me I'll carry to my grave
And knowing that for someone you're an angel sent to save
(Keep Breathing my angel, if you go down I go with you)
May I saw I loved you more
So let's drink to memories we shared
Down one for all the hopes and cares
Here's too for being unaware that you're gone
Because before too long you'll be a memory
(let's drink to memories we shared)
before too long you'll be a memory
(down one for all the hopes and cares)
because before too long you'll be a memory
here's two for being unaware
because before too long you'll be a memory
If you feel so empty
So used up, so let down
If you feel so angry
So ripped off so stepped on
You're not the only one
Refusing to back down
You're not the only one
So get up

Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot

If you feel so filthy
So dirty so fucked up
If you feel so walked on
So painful so pissed off
You're not the only one
Refusing to go down
You're not the only one
So get up

Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot

If you feel so empty
So used up, so let down
If you feel so angry
Just get up

Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot

At night I hear it creeping
At night I feel it move
I'll never sleep here anymore

I wish you never told me
I wish I never knew
I wake up screaming
It's all because of you

So real these voices in my head
When it comes back you won't be
Scared and Lonely
You won't be scared
You won't be scared and lonely
You won't be scared you won't be lonely

I think there's something out there
I think I heard it move
I've never felt like this before

I wish You never told me
I wish I never knew
I wake up screaming
It's all because of you

So real these voices in my head
When it comes back to you won't be
Scared and Lonely
You won't be scared
You won't be scared and lonely
You won't be scared you won't be lonely

I said,I said
I saw it coming,
I saw it coming
Where did you see it!
Where did you see it!
(x2)

Why are you panting baby
Is it to hard to keep up with what you said

From the outskirts of common sense this is extremely uncommon.
So many lights ahead, if only we kept our eyes open.
But now I understand that even if I was blind I could have clearly seen how filthy you really are.


Now I understand that even if I was blind I could have clearly seen how filthy you really are.(Anonymous voices, anonymous voices)

Sure.

It would have been an excellent story, but I had to get up off the train.
Get up, jump off with me, hold my hand and I'll explain everything.

If only it was that easy story teller..Would you mind never speaking to me again?

If only it was that easy story teller..I would like for you to remain a myth.( close the book burn it up)


Tell me another lie, That it's all going to be ok, eating up every word you say, And it's starting to taste good.


I havent heard one thing you have said this whole time you were talking I was too busy picturing you dead.(x2)

(Mumbling)Everything you thought you'd be I thought before I thought before it. [Incoherent] And I wanted to strangle you. Strangle you so hard you could choke and bleed. But I'd have to see it because you enjoyed my good pleasure as much as I enjoyed your pleasures to you. I want to kill you. Amen. Amen. You said that before you believe in Christ. Oh my God.

If I were to end abruptly,
would it leave you wanting more,
If I were to end abruptly,
would it leave you

If I were to end abruptly, would it leave you wanting more?(wait for it, wait for it)
If I were to end abruptly, would it leave you wanting more?(wait for it, wait for it)
s you're falling down (falling down)
(As you're falling down)
My heart beats the same (beats the same)
And the tears now (tears now)
(And the tears now)
Run down your face

If you had class you'd throw down with me
Drown in your fake personality
Shattered glass and frames (Shattered glass and frames)
Snapshots of reality
Burnt pictures and memories
Your heart's cold and grey

To whom it may concern (You stayed the same [x3])
I'm the same
And all that I've learned (You stayed the same [x3])
Has faded away

Can you tell me
(All the lies that you have said)
All the lies that you have said?
So keep on lying
(Just keep on lying to me)
I find less beauty in life than death

If you had class you'd throw down with me
Drown in your fake personality
Shattered glass and frames (Shattered glass and frames)
Snapshots of reality
Burnt pictures and memories
Your heart's cold and Grey

To whom it may concern (You stayed the same [x3])
I'm the same
And all that I've learned (You stayed the same [x3])
Has faded away, away

I know that the blood still stains
and I don't feel the same
Go!

As you're falling down (falling down)
(As you're falling down)
My heart beats the same
And the tears now (tears now)
(And the tears now)
Run down your face

To whom it may concern (You stayed the same [x3])
I'm the same
And all that I've learned (You stayed the same [x3])
Has faded away, away

To whom it may concern (Can you tell me?)
I'm the same (You stayed the same)
And all that I've learned (As you're falling down)
Has faded away (You stayed the same)
Away, away
Scream my name
When I spit the flow
Peoples fist in the air at every show
I got two bad bitches from Tokyo
Yeah, they ride my dick like a rodeo!
I get crunk all night man dont ya know?!
Get crunk all night and smokin Dro!
Got two bad bitches from Tokyo
Ya gonna ride my dick like a rodeo!

Ohh! now rock the bitch!
I smoke like a motherfuckin pack of cigs!
Play games
Got your girl backstage and we smash this game

Girl scream my name, like it's bout to get wild!
Girl scream my name, like it's going out of style!

Teach me how to scream teach me teach me how to scream
ya!
Teach me how to scream teach me teach me how to scream
ya!
[x4]

(haha)
Now touch ya toes!
Get loose yeah mofo get on the floor!
I know girls all 'cross the globe, and they know me by
the pinocchio!
Woo! did I stutter man?
I got real big rims on my hummmer man!
Yeah! and at the summer jam
So clap those hands like you know you can!

Scream myself they go bezerk!
You dont even have to know the words!
Just shake that ass and go bezerk

Girl scream my name like it's bout to get wild
Girl scream my name like it's going out of style

Teach me how to scream teach me teach me how to scream
ya!
Teach me how to scream teach me teach me how to scream
ya!
[x4]

Ya!

Wa wa wa walk up to your microphone an an and let it
all out

Scream, scream, scream, scream

Yeah all you crunk ass fuckers in the club
(in the club!)
And I'll give liners to the fuckin bitches in the club!
(in the club)

Fuckin haters all get caught up, fuckin you
They all want us to teach you bitches how to yell!!!

Teach me how to scream
Teach me teach me how to scream ya!
Teach me how to scream teach me teach me how to scream
ya!
[x4]

Monday, February 27, 2012

How I feel right now-.-"

ONE! TWO! We’re coming for you. THREE! FOUR! Lock your door. FIVE! SIX! Suck on my dick. BROKENCYDE WILL NEVER DIE! (x2)

Verse 1:

Now I can feel the needle break, up inside of my veins. They try to tell me I’m insane, but they made me that way. So come and take me away, from this monster that you’ve made of me. I feel like dying, erasing all of these memories…

Bridge:

I’m trapped inside this cage tonight! You torture my brain with blades and knifes! I need you to try to save my life! BEFORE I GO INSANE! (x2)

Chorus:

ONE! TWO! We’re coming for you. THREE! FOUR! Lock your door. FIVE! SIX! Suck on my dick. BROKENCYDE WILL NEVER DIE! (x2)

Verse 2:

In 7 days my schizophrenia breaks my brain cavity waves, distorted, decayed! These faces of insane originated this pain, and invented these demented ways to break me! Intoxicated, I’m faded inside my dreams. Motivated on defeating these haters in everything. It’s the only thing that keeps me alive. It keeps me away from all of your mother fucking lies!!!

Bridge:

I’m trapped inside this cage tonight! You torture my brain with blades and knifes! I need you to try to save my life! BEFORE I GO INSANE! (x2)

Chorus:

ONE! TWO! We’re coming for you. THREE! FOUR! Lock your door. FIVE! SIX! Suck on my dick. BROKENCYDE WILL NEVER DIE! (x2)

Verse 3:

I feel my nails rip my flesh; I feel I’ve gone insane. I never wanted to hurt you, but you made me this way. So now I know I’m crazy, I feel there’s no more pain. These voices call out to me, they’re screaming out my name.

Chorus:

ONE! TWO! We’re coming for you. THREE! FOUR! Lock your door. FIVE! SIX! Suck on my dick. BROKENCYDE WILL NEVER DIE! (x4)

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/e/evanescence-lyrics/my-immortal-lyrics.html ]

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
so my weekend was CRAAAZZAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I saw alot of spirits at my friend ciaras house wich was kinda odd..i never see them except for when  michelles house-.-obviously...welll peaces:3

Friday, February 24, 2012

We walk through the doorway, heard you calling from the hall
To find you in the bedroom not breathing at all
I drag your body to the cellar where we lay,
the wax it melts away, I kiss your face...

Now we are starting to love you more
Your body's on the canvas I painted on the floor

[Chorus:]
Now you wait,
Like the drug, like the change in the pain it goes on
For so long
And oh,
How it hurts in the worst way, now that you're gone,
It's so wrong, it's so wrong....

If I could take you somewhere, I'd take you to the darkest place,
scatter you in art forms, admire the whore
beauty in different ways, your hands on picture frames
your eyes in the glass wear your face as a mask

Now they are starting to love you more
a gallery of your beauty, no charge at the door

[Chorus:]
As you wait,
Like the drug, like the change in the pain it goes on
For so long
And oh,
How it hurts in the worst way, now that you're gone,
It's so wrong, it's so wrong....

And down below your veins run dry your vacant eyes
I lost control your face is pale, your body's cold
And down below your veins run dry your vacant eyes
I lost control your face is pale, your body's cold
(your face is pale, your body's cold)

[Chorus:]
Wait,
Like the drug, like the change in the pain it goes on
For so long
And oh,
How it hurts in the worst way, now that you're gone,
It's so wrong, it's so wrong...

It's so wrong.....[x8] 
Too late for the other side
Caught in a chase
25 to life
Too late for the other side
Caught in a chase
25 to life
Yeah
Too late
I can't keep chasing em
I'm taking my life back
Caught in a chase
25 to life

[Verse 1]
I don't think she understands the sacrifices that I made
Maybe if this bitch had acted right I would've stayed
But I've already wasted over half of my life I would've laid
Down and died for you I no longer cry for you
No more pain bitch you
Took me for granted took my heart and ran it straight into the planet
Into the dirt I can no longer stand it
Now my respect I demand it
Imma take control of this relationship
Command it, and imma be the boss of you now goddamnit
And what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me
So you better hear me out this much you owe me
I gave up my life for you, totally devoted to you while I've stayed
Faithful all the way this is how I fucking get repaid
Look at how I dress fucking baggy sweats, go to work a mess
Always in a rush to get back to you I ain't heard you yet
Not even once say you appreciate me I deserve respect
Ive done my best to give you nothing less than perfectness
And I know that if I end this I'll no longer have nothing left
But you keep treating me like a staircase it's time to fucking step
And I wont be coming back so don't hold your fucking breath
You know what you've done no need to go in depth
I told you, you'd be sorry if I fucking left
Id laugh while you wept
Hows it feel now, yeah, funny ain't it, you neglected me
Did me a favor although my spirit free you've set
But a special place for you in my heart I have kept
It's unfortunate but it's,

[Chorus]
Too late for the other side
Caught in a chase
25 to life
Too late for the other side
Caught in a chase
25 to life

[Verse 2]
I feel like when I bend over backwards for you all you do is laugh
Cause that ain't good enough you expect me to fold myself in half
Til I snap
Don't think I'm loyal
All I do is rap
How can I moonlight on the side
I have no life outside of that
Don't I give you enough of my time
You don't think so do you
Jealous when I spend time with the girls
Why I'm married to you still man I don't know
But tonight I'm serving you with papers
I'm divorcing you
Go marry someone else and make em famous
And take away their freedom like you did to me
Treat em like you don't need them and they ain't worthy of you
Feed em the same shit you made me eat
I'm moving on forget you oh,
Now I'm special? Oh, I didn't feel special when i was with you
All I ever felt was this
Helplessness
Imprisoned by a selfish bitch
Chew me up and spit me out
I fell for this so many times
It's ridiculous
And still I stick with this
I'm sick of this but in my sickness and addiction
You're as addictive as they get
Evil as they come vindictive as they make em
My friends keep asking why I can't just walk away from
I'm addicted
To the pain, the stress, the drama
I'm drawn in so I guess imma mess
Cursed and blessed
But this time imma
Ain't changing my mind
I'm climbing out this abyss
You screaming as I walk out that I'll be missed
But when you spoke to people who meant the most to you
You left me off your list

Fuck you hip-hop
I'm leaving you, my life sentence is served bitch
And it's just

[Chorus]
Too late for the other side
Caught in a chase
25 to life
Too late for the other side
Caught in a chase
25 to life
Too late
Caught in a chase
25 to life

Whats wronge with me?!

I don't understand this...everywhere i am going,people look at me funny..i cant take this pain anymore...
I cant take this pain any more...everytime....its justtio much.everyone of my friends have turned their back on me except for a cople people.....why?I dont know......no one understnds thispain..everyone has there own pain and  i cant sy mine is the worste cuz its not...good bye  for now..